Just about giving up? You know who to call...
Today, didn't turn out very well for me. I do praise God for these kinds of challenges in life but its just soooo difficult to face. Heck! No one said it was going to be that easy walking this walk anyways. Sigh* I’m just so bummed out about work lately. Work has just been work for me and I don’t see the love in doing what I do. It’s becoming more like a drag now than something I look forward to in every 5 days of my week. At times I just had to break down and cry for not being able to take the load any longer.
Sure! I suppose some of you may be wondering how I could ever get stressed in my work place when all I do is sit around at the reception area, waiting for the day to end and all but heck! There’s just so much more to that than what you think… But I’ll just leave out the details. =P
Isaiah 40:28 says, “Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom,” and this struck me.
How inspiring is that? As every human being grows weary, strength is obtained from none other but Christ alone. He, who created us, builds us up as we fall and He completely understands what is going through our lives each day that passes by. When I meant by fall, I meant fall down on our knees in prayer, in desperation, in tears, and longing to be filled by the Holy Spirit. I for certain believe that the work I’m in (at present) is from God, and whatever obstacles I face is from Him. There is nothing we can’t handle and at times like these, is just one of those times our Faith is being tested.
Exodus 15:20 says, “The Lord is my Strength and my song; He has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father’s God, and I will exalt him.”
So there I have it! God is watching over me and I trust in Him. We just have to call upon the Lord for strength and guidance for He gives what He promises. So I commit to Him my troubles in work, and in EVERYTHING else. Will do my best to SMILE this time… =P
