Showing posts with label emo mode. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo mode. Show all posts

Friday, September 5, 2008

What it is I feel...

It's just another month's gone by and September, here we come. 4 more months to go and its Christmas time again. Wondering if I am able to take a breather towards the end of the year coz I'm honestly in a need of one. I need a break!!! Where I can just take a moment to slow things down in my life right now.

I'm feeling...


... Sleepy most of the time right now due to lack of exercise which also means I'm feeling pretty unhealthy.

... Sick of coffee right now. All I'm needing most of the time now is caffeine to work in my body system just so I could go through the days at work.

... Lazy and uninspired to do anything else besides accomplishing deadlines.

... Hungry most of the time staying indoors the entire day. I honestly don't have time for ball games anymore during the weekends and I seriously need to sweat one of these days.

... Annoyed about the fact that all I've got to say today is nothing but negative stuffs.

... Fed-up of compromising with God about meeting up with Him.

... Unsure whether the job I'm in right now is really for me. Or has he got other things in store for me? Sigh*

... Homesick! I really miss my hometown for some reason. Though, I know Brunei certainly feels like my first home, nothing compares to where my root is. I'm just wishing so much to be with my family back home. To just spend time with them and get to know them a lil' more better. Cover up all those years we've missed out and just hoping to stay there for good. Sigh*

I know my God knows the desires of my heart and what I'm feeling right now. I'm sure this mood will be replaced soon with a lil happiness in between.

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Hating Good byes...

Distance surely kills when the people you get to finally know leaves. Sure! That's what we call L.I.F.E.

Lately, I've been left thinking about when would be the next time we meet. Friendships are sooo challenging to maintain when there's such a big gap in between. I am one who can't easily maintain that distance easily, but try very hard!

Dang it! Oughta do something to get my mind off this crap mode. :P

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Monday, May 26, 2008

homesick


Once again I'm left reminiscing about Philly days. Sigh* Missing my homies back In the PI and it just gets harder every time I'm caught up in the mode. It's sad missing out alot on my own homeland, just wanting to stay there a lil more longer than ever. If only...

Missed the noise, traffic, busy streets, good food, concerts, stupid night outs and endless starbuck-ing moments. wooh!

Dreaming of a time when one day I'll be home for good. Close to my loved ones, close to my family, ang Pilipinas kong mahal! =(




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