Life's too Short

1958 - 2009

Heard the News on telly this AM while I was getting ready for work. My dad tunes into CNN every morning and this time the Breaking News was rather unusual. Boy! Was I in shock when I heard about MJ's death. It was just too soon - too fast! May you rest in peace, MJ.

Childhood memories listening to his music flashed back, leaving me mesmerized by his amazing talent which inspired many people of all generations. Despite all the terrible stories left about him and his life, still I believe he would've been a better man off the spotlight! It's the fame which ruined his life. But certainly i applause in every music he has created and those superb dance skills which God has blessed him with.

You leave me speechless....

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Their at it again...

I always find that this year's season is still the best. So you think you can dance 2009 is yet to find the best and deserving dancer of the season but it's quite tough this year though. I have found my inspiration yet again from a hip hop couple. hahah... take a look at this vid right here...



Like seriously! That was just soo unfreakin' real! haha..coming from a contemporary jazz ballet dancer to.... A HIP HOPPER!!! That's just real talent i gotta say. There's so much more unbelievable dancers in the season and I just can't wait to know whose gonna nail it to the finals.

Oh and my weekend was such a wonderful experience. For the first time ever, i was invited to judge the Gen dance 2009 for the SMS school Footworks. It was certainly inspiring to see the younger generation to have grown passionately over dancing. Memories flashed back watching the lil kids doing their thing and it just made me feel a lil older. LOL :P dang! No! A lot older coz these kids were still in diapers when I was still in the SMS dance academy. sigh*

I'm thinking, I am so never gona stop dancing. HAHA... Despite the age, heck no! Will still be a hip granny one day. haha...

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There's one in all of us...

Right now... no! scrap that - This past few days... there's this lil' monster that's taking a whole lot of me. A whoOOle LOT! This lil' bugger's got me from tip to toe. Not sure for how long but I certainly wanna get rid of it real quick.

Not in the mood to talk to anyone about it. Don't really care. You see? There it is at me - teaching that lil' dunno-don-care attitude that snaps right back atcha.

Oh and great! Starting my morning today was rather irritating. Got someone yelling "You're so FAT" at me today and guess what the lil monster in me wanted to do? Strangle? Kick? Slap? GRrrr... Believe the idiot!!! I would've done all the above but I wasn't exactly fit to do all the lil stunts. Jeez...

Honestly! I am not feeling so good - not just about that insult I had this morning - but about ALOT of things. Specifically Me-myself-and-I! Times when I just wanna be alone because chances are when you're probably with me now - I might just even hurt you with my words - not really physically. :P And mind you - I have actually hurt someone many times with my mouth and I just don't ever want that to happen again.

I'm trying to find myself in this situation, What's in my heart. Nobody wants to be the bad guy, although sometimes i do feel i am and it's killing me. I'm feeling a lot of pain for not treating people right and being downright honest with them. I'm tired of pleasing people and to even care what the heck their thinking about. Certainly these are just the times when I don't really wanna care about what people think of me. Or should I? Ahhh snap! This is it. This is what I'm talking about..

I'm hoping this is just a phase I have to go through. Deal with. Learn from. Stay away from? I'm not sure about the last point. I haven't really stayed away from it since the last time I've actually felt this way. Even after having someone to give me comforting advices. At some point, i just end up feeling this way over and over again. Like syit!

Ahhh... bullocks! This is just how that lil' monster in me looks like. I'd like to think of it as cute. I'm not sure what this is telling me about ME. But somehow, reading the story about this lil' boy in "Where the wild things are", just tames that monster in me. It's this irritating adventure I have to go through in life at 21.

I don't wanna keep trying to be a better person - I want to do all things good by being a good person - that pleases my Father in heaven. This is it! My challenge...

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My SuperWommy

1 Corinthians 14:1 NIV "Love is patient, love is kind."
Mama, you're certainly blessed with that extra patience and kindness to all of us and I can't thank you enough for being that Superwoman, i know.

1 Corinthians 13:8 NIV "Love never fails."
Mama, you are the one who taught me what love is, you showed it to me from scratch and you've guided me into loving other people - the way you have loved us.

Phillippians 1:15 NIV "I thank God every time I remember you."
Mama, I am so blessed to have you in my life and I thank my Daddy Jesus,every passing day for a super Mom like you!!!

God Bless and I love you Mama!

Super Woman + Supper Mommy = Supper Wommy!!! =)

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